urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cocaineee kristy kristy 2007-09-03T20:56:07Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cocaineee:4879 2007-09-03T20:56:07Z 2007-09-03T20:56:07Z new journal.<br /><span class='ljuser ljuser-name_beneathescene' lj:user='beneathescene' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://beneathescene.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://beneathescene.livejournal.com/'><b>beneathescene</b></a></span><br /><br />add it uppp.<br />please :D urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cocaineee:4696 2007-09-03T20:50:30Z 2007-09-03T20:50:30Z <small>im super sick of my mom telling me im not good enough. im sick of her always pointing out my flaws. she needs to learn i have feelings because all she ever does is hurt them and she doesn't give a shit either.</small> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cocaineee:4489 2007-09-03T15:33:33Z 2007-09-03T15:38:56Z <center>i changed my birthday list up a little bit<br /><img src="http://i14.tinypic.com/3359m3t.jpg"><br /><a href="http://merchnow.com/store/merchant.mv?Screen=CTGY&amp;Store_Code=FACE&amp;Category_Code=CTP">find it here</a><br /><img src="http://i3.tinypic.com/4t6bx1g.jpg"><br /><a href="http://merchnow.com/store/merchant.mv?Screen=PROD&amp;Store_Code=m&amp;Product_Code=DTN:DTNHED-H&amp;Category_Code=DTN&amp;Product_Count=5">find it here</a><br /><img src="http://i10.tinypic.com/5042ckg.jpg"><br /><br /><br /><br />drivers ed. starts tomorrow. nervous.</center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cocaineee:3213 2007-09-01T15:55:43Z 2007-09-01T15:55:43Z <center><img src="http://i17.tinypic.com/6bswjd0.jpg"></center><br />jacob has an air mattress in his man van and he takes naps on it while i take pictures on his sick new phone. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cocaineee:2993 2007-09-01T02:29:22Z 2007-09-01T02:29:22Z Dayna got a baby hermit crab! we named him the hoff and i love him so much. he's just the cutest little thing i've ever seen.<br /><br />so tonight i hung out with jacob and andrew. first we went to andrew's house and played with his puppies and played music in the barn. then we decided to go see balls of fury which was extremely dumb, but sean and nolan were there. jacob and i got in a salt and pepper fight and sang a whole lot on the way home.<br /><br />we're fun people. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cocaineee:2707 2007-08-30T00:32:49Z 2007-08-30T00:32:49Z school started tuesday. i really forgot how much i hate it. plus its been really hot so i havent looked good once yet. <br /><br />i love all my teachers, mr. pleeter's the man. mr. foley goes on rants that i find hilarious and mr. mcnabb is the shit, he's hilarious. i cant stand mr. olisky though. he's really strict.<br /><br />uhm. my mom hated my platinum hair so i had to have it toned down. i really loved it and im so sad its gone. <br /><br />oh, and i held myself back from punching michael. i havent said a word to him. he stares at me during lunch and english, and in spanish he sits in front of me. he looks so freakin' good.. ugh! ahaha. i wrote him a note, i really want to give it to him but i probably wont have the balls to do so. i miss him a whole lot.<br /><br />jacob and i are going to the hopkinton fair friday. im excited.<br /><br /><br />i feel really ugly lately.. D: urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cocaineee:2396 2007-08-27T22:31:25Z 2007-08-27T22:31:25Z i cant wait to punch michael in the face tomorrow. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cocaineee:2072 2007-08-27T04:42:41Z 2007-08-27T04:42:41Z ive been told over and over again by countless amounts of people that they'd rather talk to me than the school's guidance counselor or therapist. im glad people feel comfortable talking to me and find comfort in my advice, but im starting to feel overwhelmed and i need someone to talk to myself. im so busy trying to help everyone else with their problems, that i bury my own. <br /><br />i really want to start seeing a therapist, but i have no idea how to tell my mom. i dont want to dump all my problems on my friends.. especially since school starts tomorrow and everything will get ten times harder and more stressful. <br /><br />hmph. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cocaineee:1876 2007-08-26T01:35:57Z 2007-08-26T01:35:57Z i went through with it and im actually really happy.<br />i like it alot :D<br /><br />before:<br /><img alt="" src="http://i11.tinypic.com/61uls1w.jpg" /><br /><br />after:<br /><img alt="" src="http://i19.tinypic.com/5y2e169.jpg" /><br /><br />my dad wont stop calling me paris, barbie and blondie though.<br />ahahaha whatever, i like it alot. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cocaineee:1790 2007-08-24T02:58:56Z 2007-08-24T02:58:56Z I LOVE TOM FACKING NELSON urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cocaineee:1164 2007-08-18T23:18:42Z 2007-08-18T23:18:42Z i cant believe summer is done with in a week. i havent even started my summer reading yet. <br /><br />im so excited for drivers ed. <br /><br /><br />i miss jacob. we went to the mall today and walked it a million times and it made me think of all the good times we used to have before he had to get a job. he works almost every single day. he pinky promised we'd have a girlsday before school starts though. i miss our friday nights together. we used to have this plan that as soon as i get out of school and get a decent job we're going to buy an appartment together, im seriously all for that. <br /><br />so tommy and i are hanging out monday. thursday me and sarah are hanging out, wednesday i babysit. i think tuesday is my jacob day. whatever, i'll have pictures :D urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cocaineee:468 2007-08-14T02:43:04Z 2007-08-14T02:43:04Z im gonna start using this again.